Do DISTANCE make the heart grow ???

Sometimes you seem to think that when you are not with the one you love you tend to miss them more and once you two are together again the distance is what makes it worth the wait of seeing each other. If dont know if I agree with that at all. For me distance is the one thing that can tear the two of you apart. I have been in a couple of "long distance" realtionships, but it seems that the person you want the most is not right there.

My best friend, Bryan, understands what I am talking about. He was on the road, traveling doing shows, and he talked about how he missed his boyfriend. And I can tell since he is back in Louisiana, he is so much happier being with his boyfriend.

For me missing Terrance, is kind of different. See its been over two years since we have had the opportunity to laugh in person, joke and be ourselves. And as my birthday approches (10/10 mark your calendar) I know I will have to celebrate that day alone. It will be just like last year, whereas I goto work and come home and watch tv. Sure I will get calls and texts wishing me Happy Birthday, but that will not be the same and having someone to spend that day with.

I know that he will be here on 10/17 for a week, and I am extremely excited about that. But I am more of a right now kind of guy. Most of you know that when I want something I go out and get it. I dont wait and I dont put it on lay-a-way! So being that I want to hold, kiss, touch, feel and cuddle with him. I guess I have to wait, since that is in essence on lay-a-way.

So the enternal question is "Does Disance make the Heart grow?" Well, that is a question that will be debated for some time.

enjoy your day peeps!! The work week is 1/2 way over!!!

IM OUT!!

I guess I had to bring myself to the year of 2006 and blogging. I know its like an online diary that you are suppose to share with your friends so that they can know whats going on in your life and know how you feel about certian things. Well I am guess that as time goes by I will be come more comfortable with doing this. Alot has gone one with me in the last month. So lets get started....

Well the thing that excites me the most is that in 10 days I will be another year older. Why does that excite me you ask? Well, for one I don't look my age (and I am not telling, I will be forever 27), and I am constantly getting comments to that affect. Two, I have a new roommate, James, really a nice guy moved from Pa to Ny. So, that means I lost a roommate, that being Kelcey, I am not going to get into that, but I think his moving out was the best for both him and Jermey and I.

Last but most importantly, I have someone in my life that I can truely say makes me smile, Terrance Omar Gilbert (http://uppityworld.blogspot.com) he is an amazing person!!! I orginally met him about 2 years ago through a mutal friend, and he and I (TOG) instantly had a connection. He was at a time in his life when things were not stable so for him it was a very very casual friendship, but I really liked him. But I didn't let my feelings and emotions get the best of me. I told him when we started to talk again after our 2 year break, that I think at the point in his life I was only there to plant a seed. Now, two years later the "seed" has blossmed into a full tree deeply planted with roots. Oddly enough what I wanted some someone who was NOT from NY, someone who knows the real Trevor, someone who understand the value of a southern MAN! I can't begin to tell you how we laugh and joke when we converse.

I think that this year of my life (birth year) will be a very good year! I love my job, I have two of the best friends in the world (Bryan D. Williams & Jeremy J. Weatherspoon). I have a fab apartment in Brooklyn, if you have seen it you know! And I smile more everyday, thats the best part of it!!

So smile with me and for me!!

I'm OUT!!!