Sometimes you seem to think that when you are not with the one you love you tend to miss them more and once you two are together again the distance is what makes it worth the wait of seeing each other. If dont know if I agree with that at all. For me distance is the one thing that can tear the two of you apart. I have been in a couple of "long distance" realtionships, but it seems that the person you want the most is not right there.
My best friend, Bryan, understands what I am talking about. He was on the road, traveling doing shows, and he talked about how he missed his boyfriend. And I can tell since he is back in Louisiana, he is so much happier being with his boyfriend.
For me missing Terrance, is kind of different. See its been over two years since we have had the opportunity to laugh in person, joke and be ourselves. And as my birthday approches (10/10 mark your calendar) I know I will have to celebrate that day alone. It will be just like last year, whereas I goto work and come home and watch tv. Sure I will get calls and texts wishing me Happy Birthday, but that will not be the same and having someone to spend that day with.
I know that he will be here on 10/17 for a week, and I am extremely excited about that. But I am more of a right now kind of guy. Most of you know that when I want something I go out and get it. I dont wait and I dont put it on lay-a-way! So being that I want to hold, kiss, touch, feel and cuddle with him. I guess I have to wait, since that is in essence on lay-a-way.
So the enternal question is "Does Disance make the Heart grow?" Well, that is a question that will be debated for some time.
enjoy your day peeps!! The work week is 1/2 way over!!!
IM OUT!!
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